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"self-conscious" is a TikTok video posted by capwithoutacountry on 30 June 2021.


Response to @moo2moo20: "Why do you make the vids in your car?"

"So the prize at the bottom of the Crackerjack box of my psychological idiosyncrasies is that I am very self-conscious. I actually feel really foolish sitting here, recording myself talking to my phone, and if I thought that anyone were watching or listening to me do it, I would get debilitating performance anxiety. Fold into that the fact that I am also needlessly perfectionistic and cinematically opposed to using jump cuts in my own videos, and it often takes me ten or twelve or fifteen tries to get a 45-second video right in a single take. But one of these times, just for fun, I will record one long uncut video, including all of my mistakes, and then upload that over to YouTube just to demonstrate how messy my process actually is."